I'm back. OH!

Okay. I'm back. June, I'm back. I hope, starting from now, I will keep updating this blog constantly, so this could be OK to be read. -Halah! Apa sehh??-

All right, anyway, just for your info, I'm reading I Kissed Dating Goodbye by  Joshua Harris. Belom selesai sih. Baru nyampe chapter 3. Gue bela2in minjem di library meskipun udah mau liburan. It will be my last borrowed book. Huhhuu gonna miss Johannes Oentoro Library. =) Sampe sekarang gue baru belajar sedikit hal. Baru ditekenin soal tujuan lo ngebina sebuah dating. Trus, is it trully based on commitment or just for fun-romance? Yaaa gak beda-beda jauh dari materi LSD yang pernah gue ikutin. Gak beda dari apa yang pernah kakak2 rohani gue (Kak Angga & Kak Lia) pernah share ke gue. Tetapi yang gue syukuri adalah, I think I read this book on the right and appropriate time. Mungkin kalo gue baca pas gue SMP atau SMA, belom terlalu ngena karena gue gak terlalu mengerti. Selama 4 bulan di UPH, gue belajar bwaaaaanyaaaaak hal. Bukan cuma ilmu yang sesuai jurusan, tetapi gue ngerasa karakter, pola pikir, sikap gue ditempa banget. Gue semakin dewasa. Salah satu proses yang Tuhan izinkan terjadi adalah gue putus sama Hizkia. Kita 'berhasil bertahan' selama 1 tahun 2 bulan 2 minggu 1 hari (hehe). I keep convincing myself that it was a right decision. Dan melalui I Kissed Dating Goodbye, semakin diperjelas dan diperteguh lagi.

Being single (after a dating) is not always happy and menyenangkan. For me, it's hard. But, I know, now is not the time yet. Menunggu. Ya, menunggu waktu-Nya.

...more to write.

"Every good and perfect gift is from above, coming down from the Father of the heavenly lights, who does not change like shifting shadows."

- James 1:17 - NIV